The Codependent, The narcissist, and The Egg

I was pregnant with another little girl. I was glowing with expectation because I already knew the joy of having a daughter. Boys are special, but little girls are filled with secrets and such wonders that I could hardly contain my excitement at learning this child’s heart. I had a beehive of children buzzing about the house, swarming at my feet and to add one…

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What It Means to Love A Narcissist

      At this exact moment I am having a hard time with reality. I am too close to the situation to be able to distinguish between what is real and what is a part of the mind game. Typing it up in a blog gives me the third person perspective I need. Also, I am an avid multitasker; I have to be with…

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I Need to get a Life: A Realized Codependents Struggle

  I was not going to type any of this up because I didn’t want to go downstairs to get my laptop. I wanted to stay hidden in my silent corner of the bathroom with my coffee cradled in my hands for security. The kids are asleep and I need time alone with my thoughts, not just my thoughts, but time alone with myself.  …

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